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SLOW. DOWN.

Oh. My god. Never again! Can i just apologize? Ahh

Why would i be mad at you? My dance is was and always will be better than yours. Some of the people in our choir are not good enough to do it tho:P

I MISS YOU OK?! not you, you want this to be about you but its not. i didnt even like you. but anyways, i miss you:(

Lie to me lie to me lie to me-.-

Indeed.

I hate it when a hot guy is going out with a not that attractive kinda overweight girl because shell do stuff with them. >:[ oh well! Whatever

Plus one:) aka i can add superstar to the guys Ive kissed:D

Awkward...

Ohh how i love youu

This time tomorrow will be plus one:)

Creeper alert! Am i right or am i right??

yay(:

that feeling when you know you have your notes right, and you can hear that everyone elses notes are meshing perfectly and you can hear yourself and it sounds so perfect you just want to sing it over and over cause it sounds so.. right(: ...harmonizing

Me and the foreign boys huh?

Detach yourself from her tentacle for two seconds and talk to me. I miss you:( i want waterberry. he will be mine:) Ahh maybe not. maybe superstar. cant decide!

This feels like a game or something you know? And then everything is a routine. Freaking fun but its not so new.

Haha! Slut.

Bitches and hoes. Thats the way that it goes. Some of my Bffs be Bitches and hoes. Its the way their world goes.

Im a slut and loving every second of it:)

GOD hes so cute:)

I dont need the bandaid but i put it there cause i dont want anyone to think i would do it ever. Or ever again.

The thing about this class is you have to be a super funny comedic kinda actor to be considered good or a Fave. Ya know? And im not. Im more serious. Haha

I really like him, but i could do without him still. I want him to be a big part of my life or totally out. :)ya know? :)no? Just me? Ok. Hahaha

Every time i look at you im like Mmm thats all mine. And Ahh hes soo hot! How am i so lucky? :P

I do nothing in drama. When everyones talking? Yeahh i dont know anyone so i just chill and P2T.

Im soo scared.

Born to live in a different time than i came

So you think im adoreable well i aint disposable in fact im recycleable.. So use me again but dont abuse me again.. By Sklut and fitch(: With love.

Can you keep a secret? I think i love my bf way more than he loves me. I feel disposable.. Like easily replaceable.. :/ i love him..?

Your opinion matters the most and now i feel like totally lame when two seconds ago i was the coolest ever..

I aint a doll.. This aint a dollhouse.. Your way to old to bee playing around like this

How much longer?

Save me!

When were standing there and his arm is around me and hes so close.. I just look at him and Ahh(: and when we hold hands im happy to just be there

He gives me butterfliesX100 Haha((: and hes sweet! I love when his arm is around me and its like nothing could be more perfect..

I freaking love him :D kstrudle i mean((: i love looking up and seeing his smile... I love looking at him and thinking "and thats all mine" :) hes soo hott! :)

Even the total nerds have friends to talk to in drama. I dont fit in anywhere in this class. I sit alone texting. Drama, my life! :( hate this class

Goshh my life!

I didnt see him for nine days. First kiss back was.. Ehh.. Hoping for fireworks for the rest of the day:P

Talkin like ya know what its about

Nvm it wasnt him. Wellll Idk anymore. Fml

Its like you know what to say but you dont really mean it. Said it so many times before to those other girls

Is it bad that i could go my entire life with out seeing him again? By him i mean kstrudle. Somethings wrong. I can feel itt D:

So who got that victory that victory that winning song playing in your head i want to sing it all day long right in your losing face

I just want to stop for a minute and talk to you not like that i just want you to know, how far im going and what Ive got and what i have become..

I know where your trying to go with this so maybe i am just playing dumb please understand i want you more than you know

Theres no stopping you now? Boy please you could stop anytime. But i want you to keep going. So when i nail ya Itll hurt even more.

You cant change me you cant break me im undefined waiting to be. Real

Kstrudles days could be numbered.. Ehotness is moving in for the kill!!

Yet. Just not yet. Im gonna get you. Yet. Your heart hasnt broken. Yet. You havent been in love. Yet. Im gonna change the world just not. yet.

Dude, i dont even know. Really. These are basic prototypes as they come to me. Not advenced thought out soul songs. Lol

Do you think im so stupid i dont know what your trying to do? Im on to you.. Ill pretend i never liked you its just a game please stop playing with my head

So i have all these thoughts in my head and i never know what to do cause i want them out... To express myself.. You know what they are? Lyrics to my life.

You cant break the heart thats been through so much before its made of stone why are you trying its not working i wont let it

So i found out something about myself! :D i cant describe it in a Txt, but im your new hannah montana! :D

Life is soo amazing right now(:

Dude chill. Im only leading that guy on cause he thinks im someone else.

I am completely unclassified. I am undefined. I dont know who i am and it scares me. All i know is i need that play in my life right now or ill explode.

Grr. Why do guys always suddenly talk to me and flirt and stuff when im taken?! D: cause they all what what they cant have. Even Nfes is taking an interest:)

Its official. Me and kstrudle are going out((: wsailor is not as whatever as i wanted. Mcutie doesnt really talk to me. But im soo happy((((:

Major focus? Kstrudle. Might switch to my minor major, wsailor. Minor is Mcutie. Minor minor is guitar boy(: i<3kstrudle! But do i<3wsailor more?

We do everything couples do, its just not super official yet ya know? :)we kiss like in the halls and all that jazz. He even kissed me infront of my MOM.

Dont worry, totally ditched bi girl and weed kid. Hahaha! Good ridance. I mean, really! Haha! I reallllly like kstrudle. Thats the one i went to the movie with.

Went to a movie with the guy im madly in like with, and he didnt ask me out:( everyone said he was going to.. I got it under control tho! :) he will:D

But i dont like the bad boy or bi girl. I dont even want to do anything with them, i just want him. My future bf. Maybe hell ask me out today.

Did i forget to mention the part where im texting a bi girl too? Dang. Well there you go. Idk. Im crazy.

So im texting two totally different guys right now. One thats saying he wants to kiss me, and the other is swearing he'll take my virginity. Snap.

first of all...

hi there internet.
i am just a typical high school girl.
right?
well we all have secrets, and this blog happens to be about mine.
what i dont want anyone to know. the real behind the scenes look at what goes on in a high schoolers mind.
i guess.
so get ready for the most crazy freaky twisted bitchy etc etc etc high school blog you will ever read. :)
im so excited!

im planning on using it almost as a twitter, but kinda secret.
like, ill text blog, and once a week or more,
ill come on and give the whole stories, along with stuff too long for a text.
love it or what?? :)

love ya...
me?
i need to come up with a name...